I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing that my life has been so busy over these last eight months that I haven't blogged anything. Probably best not to go tugging at that particular thread.
Right, so let's at least do a quick update. I've had that fucking suicide run down post up all year long. Hadn't realized I've left it up there all this time. I mean I knew it was there just forgot how far back it was when I wrote it. And nobody said anything which means they aren't reading or they just didn't care to point it out. Meh.
Update 1:
I'm still alive. That's a victory.
Update 2:
Still working at my shitty job. That is a defeat. Or maybe a stalemate. I'm not sure.
Update 3:
I moved out of the house and into my own place this summer. The psychic energy, full of suffering and misery, was driving me mad. I finally abandoned it and it was the best decision I'd ever made.
Update 4:
Back to the job, I'm currently enrolled in a voice over training course after attending an introductory workshop at a local community center. It's costing a pretty penny but I consider it an investment. I'm very excited about it and I think it's what I've been waiting for.
Update 5:
I started dating this girl back in the start of July. At first we said we were going to take things slow but the more time we spent together the more we hit it off. She's amazing and I love spending time with her. She's also very curious about kink, though she's never tried it, and the prospect of showing her and exploring things with her often has me bouncing in my seat.
I think that's everything. Life still isn't great. Still got a lot of problems, especially with work the last few weeks. I'm hoping the voice over training will help me get out of there, let me find a career in something I can enjoy and that doesn't suck up all of my life.
And I still have my friends and my family. And I'm still alive. That's the most important thing, I think. Where there is life, there is hope. It can be hard for me to remember that some days but not as hard as it used to be.
Maybe next time I'll give a more in-depth look at what's going on. For now, I should get some sleep. Or do something productive. Sleep is for the dead.
